I always say, "Time flies." But last week, 'twas one of those times when I really meant it. Of course it doesn't mean I was lying on the other times I've said it, it's just that last week, tagos sa buto ang pagsabi ko ng…"grabe, ang bills ng panahon."
Why? Because it's been a year na pala since I left Pinas.
Last year, I finally made the decision to leave PH and join my husband here in UAE. I admit, it was not easy. I have my family, my friends and a career in PH. I was used to living alone since I stay in Manila for work and seldom go home to my family in the province. We've been married since 2009 but it was last year when we felt it's time to be together. We are not that prepared for the big change. But what the heck, it's now or never na kumbaga. It was actually the make or break of our relationship. Mostly, I was scared. Not that I don't want to be with my husband, but I was scared what will happen to me. Will I find a job? What if I don't and I used up all of my savings? I am not used to asking money to buy things I need. If there's something I want, I get it myself. I don't make asa. But then it hit me…when I got married, there should no longer be "me" but "us." And why the hell should I worry about running out of savings? I'm sure my husband will take care of me. He always did and always will. It's just a matter of me getting used to asking, that's all.
So for this post, type ko mag-walk down the memory lane...
My last day in ADB:
Of course, I wasn't really crying! Hahaha.
This was my 3rd cubicle in ADB since 2009.
(May oil blotting sheet pa talaga!)